So weak, but so strong.

Is it possible to be weak and strong at the same time?

I feel weak, like all I want to do is sleep

but I feel so strong because I can live on so little food.

It's been a day or two since I have blogged.

Can't really say I have been busy, just occupied  with different things I guess.

 Today my liquid fast went very well.

Only had a 90 calorie soup for breakfeast and a 120 calorie soup for dinner.

The rest was water and a diet Dr. pepper. 

And I went to the swap meet and walked ALOT.

Yesterday was a different story.

I did well throughout the whole day, 

Only a soup for breakfest until about 6.

I went to taco bell and had a crunchy taco.. 120 calories.

Then I snuck out and went to fremont street.

It was a blast, Guys were hitting on me left and right.

Had about 8 different guys ask for me number.

Then like 10 different guys beg me to come hang out with them.

hahaha, if they only knew I was only 16 almost 17.

I lie and say I'm 19, or 21 depending on the guy.

Something about wandering fremont late at night, 

Bright lights, Music blaring.

Constantly having a beer and cigarette in my hands.

Guys staring me down.

F.r.e.e.d.o.m

Luckily I arrived home without my dad noticing,

Then went straight to the fridge.

Walking 6 miles really made me hungry.

I had salsa with chips...175 calories

Rice pudding...70 Calories

Glass of chocalate soy milk...120 calories

And beer...200 calories.

Don't forget my crunchy taco from earlier. 

Total from yesterday.. 685

I haven't had that many calories in one day in like a month.

Yuck. 

Walking burns about a 100 calories a mile.

So I burned 600 calories.

Still  should never eat like that again!

I just got done making blackberry Cobbler 

and Chocolate,  Chocolate Chip Cookies.

But I didn't eat any,

Except for a bite of my cobbler.

I had to at least taste it!

But I don't like cookies, So I avoided those well.

Going to continue liquid fasting for a few more days.

 

Love you my skinny followers<3<3

Stay Strong

Thank you tons for all your wonderful supportive comments

They keep me going!