Friday, February 17, 2012

Mental Breakdown,

Breakdown, After Breakdown.
 Can't remember the last time I have had such a bad day.
Not eating really makes me a mental nut case.
I cried myself to sleep and slept for like 5 hours.
Woke up, Went to Chucky Cheese,
Had TWO pieces of pizza :"(
 Came home, Had another breakdown.
Tore my room apart out of frustration.
Ate A 200 calorie Burrito.

Now I sit here in my room which is in Shambles.
Fucking pissed I ate today.
Yesterday I did good with fasting.
Today not good at all.

I swear to god I'm not eating tomorrow.
I can do this.
All you ladies are doing and looking Amazing.
SO Jealous. 


My Thinspo for Today is Crop Tops.
Weird, Iknow But I have a strange obsession with them.
Wish so Badly I could look like these girls in them!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Still Alive, Sorta.

I know you guys probably thought I died, 
Feels like years since I have blogged.
Feels so fucking good.

Update: Went home for a couple months.
Friends.Fun. Parties.Young, Wild and Free
I weigh 139.

I'm so excited to get back on track,
SO Excited to be with Ana Again.  
What have you ladies been up to?
Going to catch up on blogs tonight.

Starting tomorrow, I'm fasting.
Water. Diet Soda.Soy Milk.
That's it!

I can do this (:
20 pounds by the end of March?
That's my goal.

Stay Skinny<3