I hate Christmas.
Every store is closed
People wearing those stupid red hats
The mess afterwards
The total money drain
People not liking there gifts after you spent tons of time and money on it.
Realization that you have no significant other to buy you things.
Sorry Just a few of the things That I hate about Christmas.
Maybe its because I spend more money then I receive,
But thats what Christmas is about right, Giving and not receiving?
Or is about God's birthday?
Who fuckin knows.
I ate tons of calories today.
Atleast 2,000 calories.
Did you know 3,500 calories = A pound of fat?
My 10 day challenge is over and I managed to loose my 5 pounds.
I see absolutely no differnece.
I see pictures of people who weigh 130 -135 and there SO fucking skinny.
What the hell.
Maybe i just can't be skinny?
Maybe I will never see myself as skinny.
Pictures of me, I know I'm a fat, ugly, weirdo.
But please no negative comments.
Stay skinny and Festive <3