Is it possible to be warm on the inside, but yet freezing cold on the outside?
I am freezing cold right now.
Lately, I am always cold. Unless a heater is blaring in my face.
Downside of not eating I guess.
Always said I would rather be cold, then hot.
Guess I got my wish.
But I feel warm on the inside, Happiness brewing?
I get to go home, (my real home 1,000 miles away) soon.
I am so happy, I could literally cry tears of joy.
I have never cried tears of joy before.
Might sound odd, But I adore the snow.
I would much rather buddle in cute layers then
Strip of the layers to reveal whats underneath.
I love Stockings, boots, jackets and scarfs.
I hate bathing suits, short shorts and tiny tanktops.
Mostly because I look revolting in them.
Luckly my hometown is cold 9 months out of 12
I only ate an egg and piece of toast and a sweet roll today. 290 calories.
I really want to loose 15 more pounds.
By January 2nd (when I go home)
My motivation is so strong.
I would weigh 115.
Weird saying that number considering I came from 155.
My Ultimate goal is 110 by end of January.
45 pound weight loose in 3 months.
Nothing to brag about.
On the not so bright side of news.
My dad cried when he found out I tried to kill myself.
My sister didn't believe me, when she finally did she called me stupid and selfish.
What every depressed person wants to hear.
My mom cried too, Bless her heart.
My mom is my hero no matter what.
I love her more then anyone in this universe.
I will post a picture of me and her when i get home (:
She is beautiful.
But the main reason I even posted tonight,
Is to thank you guys.
Every last one of my followers.
Everyone who has took at least a second out of there busy days to think of me.
Everyone who has given me motivation or praise.
You guys ARE the reason I am still here.
If your reading this you are my hero.
I made this blog because I had no were else to go,
No one else to confess my secrets to.
You blogger's hold all my secrets and never judge me for any of them.
I am forever thankful.
If you think you have done nothing with your life you are wrong.
You have saved mine.
I leave you with some Motivational pictures.
Maybe I shall do this^^^
Could be worth trying?