The things that I have seen, The things I have done
Most people won't do or see in two lifetimes.
I wouldn't wish any of these things on my worst enemies.
I have been raped.
My best friend was shot dead,
Beaten by my (ex) Boyfriends.
I have slept with over 15 guys,
Done an UN recordable amount of drugs.
Had to beg for money just to make it home at night.
Gotten so drunk i don't even know the name of the guy I'm laying next to.
I have never had a fateful boyfriend.
My boyfriend use to make me sleep with guys to get drugs/Money.
The thing is, All these things happened because of the choices I made.
God forgive me for my sins.
I am so sorry.
I don't want any pity, Just nice to get things off my chest.
As for the challenge I have 4 days left and I AM fasting.
I don't fucking care.
I am gonna be skinny god dammit.
Also i have been getting a lot of questions.
So Next posting will be one of answering questions.
If you have any about my life, loosing weight or Ana and Mia
or email me at
Love you girls<3