Friday, October 21, 2011
Did you forget I was even alive?
Sometimes I wish I could jusst be normal, just eat food without obsessing about how many calories are in it, or crying afterwards because of what I think its gonna do to my body. Everyone is telling me "how great I look", or how much weight i am loosing, Even the scale agrees with them, but I don't. All I see when I look in the mirror, is FAT. Oh well I would be a fat nothing with out Ana.
Probably wondering what I ate today?
Deit Dr. pepper: 0 Calories
Mandrin orange: 60 calories
Meso soup: 30 Calories
Half of a fanta pop: 100 Calories
Total: 190 Calories.
Stupid food. I fucking hate it,