Oh my lovely bloggers, I have not blogged for like 4 days!
That is horrible, When I blog it keeps me focused, keeps me inspired.
So you can guess I haven't been doing very good.
The last two days I have been binging.
Well I don't know if you could call it that considering I rarely go above 600 calories a day, even when I binge
but I'm sure I have gone over that, UGH. I seriously hate eating.
It makes me feel so worthless, So out of control.
I feel like my weight is the only thing I can control.
I am so fucking determined to loose 15 more pounds in 25 days!
So that gives me till December 10th.
I really need help with this.
I feel like I'm trying to do something thats impossible.
I gained two pounds in two days from binging.
I wish I hadn't fucked up my metabolism so badly.
Going to post my meal plan s for the next week!
I have to write it down so I will stick to it!