Suffocate in the mess you're making

More and More.

I want to loose more weight, it's So addicting.

Today All I ate was a 70 calorie soup.

So happy with the progress I'm making.

I tried to treat myself with some Tamato Basil Soup,

My favorite soup, but I couldn't eat it.

I just wasn't hungry.

I felt fat today, maybe that's why.

I cried a lot today.

Cause I miss my mom, my little brothers and my friends.

I moved here about a year ago,

before that I lived in my hometown for my entire life.

I had soo many friends there, friends I grew up with.

Forced to move here, I hate it,

It's hot, to many people and I feel alone all the time.

When I lived in my hometown, I rarely felt fat and I felt beautiful.

Here, I feel fat and an outcast.

I feel like I have to be as pretty as the girls here.

Very hard to live up to, I tell ya.

Whatever I guess, Everything happens for a reason?

Yeah Right.

I highly doubt you guys want to hear me whine right?

This blog is about weight, not my poor excuse for a life.

Wow, i have slowly been writing this for like 3 hours, stupid youtube distraction.

More posts to come later, And Thinspo tooo<3

Love you guys<3