UGH. My birthday is coming up at the end of the month.
My dad brought up the other day that he wanted to take me out to dinner for my birthday
I can think of nothing worse the having to sit in front of my family and eat.
I HATE when the question what I'm doing, "why aren't you eating"
"your gonna die" , "Quit being anorexic"
SHUT UP. I know they just do this because they care, but honestly!!
Hopefully some how I can get out of it.
I'm so tired, I took four sleeping aid pills, Hopfully I can get up in the morning.
Also another thing that I want to add, Guys are such Pigs!
Sometimes I get so annoyed with guys hitting on me, staring or whistling.
Don'tget me wrong I like attention just as much as the next girl,
But theres a point were enough is enough.
For some reason, everytime a guy wants to hang out, I put it off or ignore him.
It's like I want to spend my life alone.
300 texts in my inbox
20 texts in my outbox,
kinda a bitch.
Calories for today? :
Diet Dr. pepper - 0 calories
Chicken with cream a mushroom soup with onions and green pepper - 100 calories.
Sugar free redbull - 15 calories.
A handful of sun chips - 100 calories.
Water, Water, Water - 0 calories.
Total - 215 calories
Gonna try to fast for as long as possible,
Not going to weight myself till monday
For days without the scale, Scary.