Wowzerrrs,

UGH. My birthday is coming up at the end of the month.

My dad brought up the other day that he wanted to take me out to dinner for my birthday

I can think of nothing worse the having to sit in front of my family and eat.

 I HATE when the question what I'm doing, "why aren't you eating"

"your gonna die" , "Quit being anorexic" 

SHUT UP. I know they just do this because they care, but honestly!!

Hopefully some how I can get out of it.

I'm so tired, I took four sleeping aid pills, Hopfully I can get up in the morning.

Also another thing that I  want to add, Guys are such Pigs!

Sometimes I get so annoyed with guys hitting on me, staring or whistling.

Don'tget me wrong I like attention just as much as the next girl,

But theres a point were enough is enough.

For some reason, everytime a guy wants to hang out, I put it off or ignore him.

It's like I want to spend my life alone.

300 texts in my inbox

20 texts in my outbox,

I'm kinda a bitch.

Calories for today? :

Diet Dr. pepper - 0 calories

Chicken with cream a mushroom soup with onions and green pepper - 100 calories.

Sugar free redbull - 15 calories.

A handful of sun chips - 100 calories.

Water, Water, Water - 0 calories.

Total - 215 calories

Gonna try to fast for as long as possible,

Not going to weight myself till monday

For days without the scale, Scary.