Is it possible to be weak and strong at the same time?
I feel weak, like all I want to do is sleep
but I feel so strong because I can live on so little food.
It's been a day or two since I have blogged.
Can't really say I have been busy, just occupied with different things I guess.
Today my liquid fast went very well.
Only had a 90 calorie soup for breakfeast and a 120 calorie soup for dinner.
The rest was water and a diet Dr. pepper.
And I went to the swap meet and walked ALOT.
Yesterday was a different story.
I did well throughout the whole day,
Only a soup for breakfest until about 6.
I went to taco bell and had a crunchy taco.. 120 calories.
Then I snuck out and went to fremont street.
It was a blast, Guys were hitting on me left and right.
Had about 8 different guys ask for me number.
Then like 10 different guys beg me to come hang out with them.
hahaha, if they only knew I was only 16 almost 17.
I lie and say I'm 19, or 21 depending on the guy.
Something about wandering fremont late at night,
Bright lights, Music blaring.
Constantly having a beer and cigarette in my hands.
Guys staring me down.
Luckily I arrived home without my dad noticing,
Then went straight to the fridge.
Walking 6 miles really made me hungry.
I had salsa with chips...175 calories
Rice pudding...70 Calories
Glass of chocalate soy milk...120 calories
And beer...200 calories.
Don't forget my crunchy taco from earlier.
Total from yesterday.. 685
I haven't had that many calories in one day in like a month.
Walking burns about a 100 calories a mile.
So I burned 600 calories.
Still should never eat like that again!
I just got done making blackberry Cobbler
and Chocolate, Chocolate Chip Cookies.
But I didn't eat any,
Except for a bite of my cobbler.
I had to at least taste it!
But I don't like cookies, So I avoided those well.
Going to continue liquid fasting for a few more days.
Love you my skinny followers<3<3
Thank you tons for all your wonderful supportive comments
They keep me going!